Milo-peng!

I’m not drinking ice-milo, but I’m going to see them perform later! Their first ever mini concert ^^ I’m excited about it. My dongsaeng and his chinggu is watching a ghost movie, The Eye 10! Guess I got to go bathe soon, after I put my RC people to work. 2pm meeting my chinggu, although the concert starts around evening, I guess. And I suppose I’ve got no money to eat because appa has not been giving me any allowance plus I got to return my chinggu money for the concert ticket and the fanclub t-shirt’s money.

2:58pm
I doubt I’m going anymore. Stomach pain earlier, which caused me to not have the mood. Mianhae chinggu~ I know she wished for me to go, and I also wished to go, because I’ve not seen them for a long time, the three guys. But the concert starts at 9:30pm at the esplanade theater which means by the time it ends, I won’t have any transport home! So final decision, unable to go ):

I need a job!

Had a so called heart to heart talk with my appa early in the morning. I told him all the problems I’m currently facing in school, how I just can’t seem to get along well with them anymore, and I just cried. He then asked me this question, ‘Do you want to quit school? If yes, I’ll talk to your teacher next week because she told me before, if you really don’t feel like studying, might as well quit to make your life easier and I don’t need to pay for school fees every month when you don’t go often.‘ But I’m worried what if my halmoni finds out? She will beat and scold my appa for letting me quit school. But, if I quit and found a job, my appa need not give me anymore allowance! Who knows, I might be the one giving him ^^ Another problem is my omma, if she ever knows of this, she’ll confirm say I’m useless, a good for nothing child and might even beat me? But well, that is my decision. Plus I want to work now is so that I can faster save enough money to go for vocal and dance lesson, go Korea and audition for SM Entertainment! For my dream, I’ll work this hard for it ^^

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