Headache!

Having a terrible headache now, right after I woke up from my nap. Was too tired to go school this morning to pass the office my letter of quitting school. So told teacher I’m unwell, and now it’s true.

Shocked, because despite the swine flu that’s going around, the SS501 boys and other artistes will still be attending the Hollywood Bowl! I just hope that they will be safe and not down with flu or anything. Swine flu is like the biggest topic now, news have been talking about it. Take care my boys, it will hurt my heart to see any of you falling ill.

Anyway, ‘World Within’ is nice. Or is it, ‘The World They Live In’ because that’s the title for most videos of it which is posted in video hosting sites. Song Hye Kyo is cute, she’s petite! Hyun Bin is cool, I like how well he treats Hye Kyo in the show. Shall continue watching from episode 7 now.

Zettai Kareshi <3

Watched ‘Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend)’ recommended by onni. It’s nice, regarding a normal girl getting chosen to make her ideal boyfriend. And wow! How I envy her in that show, Tenjou Night is like the perfect guy on earth. Watched finish the whole show today, enjoyed myself. Last few episodes there are some parts which are quite touching, which made me cry. Just like when Night knew his lifespan is ending, he created memories spent with Izawa Riiko in his chip and asked Kanimiri (i guess) to pass the chip for her to watch.

How I wish I can have a robot ideal lover as well. I won’t mind that, because at least the robot lover will love me wholeheartedly. Moreover, I can customize the characteristics I want it to have, how great. But still, not realistic. It won’t happen in real life, having such a perfect boyfriend, even if it’s a robot one at that.

I’m Sorry.

To my best friend since primary school days, to the one and only person who always watches out for me, to the only one who treated me as a younger sister of yours. Rebecca, thank you for everything you’ve done for me. Those moments we had when we were young, those moments we had when we’re in secondary school together. But I’m sorry to disappoint just now, today. I’m sorry but I had to tell you a lie, I’m sorry if I’ve made you worried, I’m sorry if I’ve made you cried. The messages you sent, it made me cried like never before. I felt guilty for lying to you, for playing with your trust towards me. The worried message which came from you, it touched my heart all the way to the bottom. The last message you’ve sent ‘I did this cause I love you. Sweet dreams, good night.’ made me tear even more. I’m touched by the concern you’re showing me, but at the same time I’m feeling very guilty towards you that I’m actually lying. Tomorrow I’m going to school, I’m not taking the exam. But I’m actually going to have a talk with my teacher and vice principal. I can’t keep to my promise, that I’m going to attend school every normal school day. I’m sorry I had to lie to you, because I don’t wish for you to be standing at my door to wait for me and to persuade me, because there’s no turning back. You were always there for me when I needed you most, you were the one who always made me smile when I’m down. I’m sorry, is all I could say. I don’t deserve the rights to ask for your forgiveness in lying to you, not to mention being your god-sister anymore. I’m ashamed of myself, to be lying to you who has treated me so well ever since we met. I’m sorry my dear sister.